But she would apologize, saying “I’m sorry for being so snappy darling, it’s just that I’m very, very tired.” Then there was the time when she would start crying because she was in so much pain and I felt so helpless-just standing there, not knowing what to do, not knowing how to ease her pain. There were times when I wouldn’t be able to understand what she was trying to tell me so she’s snap at me. This patient used to be an actress and taught drama at a university so when I started caring for her, she would give really specific instructions about how she wanted things done. I’m just eager to please him and even protect him, though I’m still training to use the so-called Force. I get a bit of ridicule for dating him, but I don’t care. Even when I found out that most in the First Order were not fond of him, I still pined and pined, until he finally allowed me to be closer than just a subordinate. Something about him made me want to stay by him, to serve him as he so pleased, to make him happy. He said his name was Kylo, offering his hand and stating something about a ‘force’.
Well, I thought that would work, but our little village was attacked by the First Order, Stormtroopers kicking doors down and marching through the streets, all while some man with black robes and some sort of mask sauntered along behind them. I mean, I thought I was a weakling with no potential, so I just hid on my home planet, ignoring all the talk about the Resistance and just keeping to myself.
I really don’t know how I managed to be taken into the First Order.
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